liltecca

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Bulletproof by liltecca, literature

Beauty in your darkest places by liltecca, literature

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Beauty in your darkest places

Struggle and pain I see them in your eyes When you look at me I see the toll life has taken See how it's shaped you It gives more meaning To that gorgeous smile There is beauty in pain I find beauty In your darkest places In it I find truth In it I find the love of a broken heart Slowly stitching itself back together In you a see the good and the bad Such a beautiful perfection I couldn't compare you to the daily sun But the full moon light In a dark starry sky. I pray to spend my every night Underneath your stars I find beauty in your darkest places Struggle and pain Have shaped you Into who you are today You may not be a saint But to me

The hanged man by liltecca, literature

Let go (dear god, just let go) by liltecca, literature

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Let go (dear god, just let go)

All of these years I've pushed you out And sent all the rest Right along with you Tried to let go Forgive and forget Losing my mind Living with regret These days I see you Everywhere I go I know your doing great Walking away was best for you No matter how it hurts Damn does it hurt Seeing you grow Seeing you love Burns and breaks my heart On the outside So I run and hide Unable to be at your side All of these years I've pushed you out Of my mind And sent all the rest Right along with you Living with this regret I guess I could never let go

Not what I once was.. by liltecca, literature

Best I can by liltecca, literature

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Best I can

I've been dealing with this hand I'm dealt Making my way, seems I'm going nowhere Running and spinning in circles Fighting all the time Fighting you, and fighting me With everything I am It seems it never ends But I'm doing The very best I can Never thought it could be easy Damn why does it have to be so hard? I'm trying every day Fighting all along the way Fighting me, and fighting you With everything I am It seems it never ends But I'm doing the best I can..

Running by liltecca, literature

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Running

I've been roped in Yanked in I fell for this sickness Who's laughing now? Surely not me A joker I was Made the butt of his own joke Paralyzed by the pain of this What could I expect? Absolutely nothing Is absolutely what I got I let myself get roped in Now sitting here shaking trying not to check out Running is all I've ever done The road all I've ever known The rope and road Is all I've got left Laughter escapes me As I ponder my predicament Ironic how this happens And where I've come today The road is all I've ever known So my feet will hit the ground once more And try to escape this joke I have become

Falling Off by liltecca, literature

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Falling Off

On a steady diet of Niacin, Morphine, and Jim Beam Dealing with the day to day High and low Going with the flow Or hitting the wall, I don't know Persia seems the only place left to go Quickly falling off Off the wagon, And off this jagged cliff Tearing at the seams, victim to these twisted dreams This tarred love affair, seems to be all I've got left The smack left me smack in the middle of this Now it seems I may die for this It's not as though, the world would even know I've made my way through life, lived constantly

Breakdown by liltecca, literature

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Breakdown

In all that I do I need her here I feel her memory looming over me I break down and I slam my fists The water from the shower Washing these tears off my face I break down and my heart tears apart Way too loud and far too proud I pushed you away I broke your heart I see what a fool I have been Just how wrong I was You were my reason to be And to be good And the love that we made Made life grande How I lost sight I have no clue On my knees Under this burning steam Heart pouring out Silently begging you To stop the rain Give me one more shot One more chance to show you How right we can be To be yours I break down and I slam my fists The wat

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Bulletproof by liltecca, literature

Beauty in your darkest places by liltecca, literature

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Beauty in your darkest places

The hanged man by liltecca, literature

Let go (dear god, just let go) by liltecca, literature

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Let go (dear god, just let go)

Not what I once was.. by liltecca, literature

Best I can by liltecca, literature

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Best I can

Running by liltecca, literature

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Running

Falling Off by liltecca, literature

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Falling Off

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Darkened Heartbeats by VividWanderer, literature

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Darkened Heartbeats

Heartbeats with dark intentions fill my ears. Have these hearts always beat with such dark tones and melodies? I don't exactly recall when they began to beat with such displeasure. I hear them beat and pound in my head, these hearts seem so, what is the word, discombobulated, yes, that is it. I can hear the thumping rattle around in my skull, what has happened? Distasteful and bitter desires hit my tongue. Where did it even come from? I've yet to find my answer. These hearts keep beating the same small poem over and over, filling the space in my head to its brim. "You can't run away, I have you trapped In my heart of black, And you can't esc

Test My Limits by VividWanderer, literature

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Test My Limits

Bind me and blind me. Let me see and feel what you do. Cut me open, spill my heart and soul across the floor and let it paint the ground blue. Tell me that even though I am unable to hold myself up you still love me. Bend me to your will, even in the most painful of ways, I promise to not fight back. Flood my soul with your addictive words and drown me until I'm unable to breathe. Tug my heart strings and entangle yourself in them, controlling my actions with the marionette handles attached to each silver string. Encase me in your arms and tell me I'm only your's. Not another soul can touch me you say in a whisper, like the wind whispers to t

Skyfires by permanence-in-flux, literature

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Skyfires

The storm gods aren't appeased They need tribute in threes Everyone, everywhere, on your knees Skyfires, skyfires They're lighting skyfires Burning all black and sapphire They billow like feathered air flows Raising hell from the shallows Raining down fire arrows They burrow in the woodwork Smells like a burning sewer Flames make way for the storm steward Hail ye vast father over hills The rumbling wind that wanton kills Bar your doors against the chill Winter sets in for the long haul Keeps court outside the walls Building its own ice halls Concentrated snow and sinew Makes for a pretty poor stew Malnourishment for the unfortunate few

on chasing highs and hitting lows by successwithhonor, literature

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on chasing highs and hitting lows

look out the rearview to see a thunderstorm orchestrating the florida sky, light keys and a baseline making believers of us all, and see how hope only hunts in the shadows, we the soaked and cold; say eat this and become the fire because we all want to see something beautiful burn be it the heavens or ourselves; so what if we have eaten the night and, speaking of the sky. or to it: we have spent too long trying to trade places, miles for miracles, but it just don’t work like that. both see the world and not say a damn thing so, why see at all? why not say goodbye already? but see, th

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Love an hate of a broken heart by liltecca, visual art

Love an hate of a broken heart

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Artist // Professional // Literature

Mar 18, 1994
United States
Deviant for 13 years
He / Him

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My Bio

First off! as many of you know most of my submits are in literature so logic says I'm a writer. I would say it's my one and only passion but then I'd be lying. But! it is my most important one, writing is the first of my two saviors. the second is music in any form, although my genre's of choice are punk, metal, rock, and dubstep. If I could put sound bits on DA this site would be overflowing cause, I play drums and mix my own dubstep. now on another note, there are people that have read the things I write and told me I'm just some emo kid that needs to stop whining (Thankfully nobody on DA has done this so don't worry friends) but for those that might hate on my writing just because it's all from real life experience that it was written. I'm that 17 year old kid that's lived the life of a 40 year old. I've been on my own my whole life simply trying to survive. and I don't mean on my own as in no friends cause I have plenty of those. I'm that kid that left home at 15 and never went back. but don't get me wrong, I'm not gonna whine or ask for pity. cuz that life made me a stronger, kinder, more loving individual. now on a lighter note! I really do love drawing but I'm absolutely horrid at it lol, although I do love drawing with sharpies (hence why my rave name is sharpie) (^-^) now instead of making this about me thing one long essay I'm just gonna list a whole bunch of random facts ^-^

I love raving

I love DR. pepper

and monster

I do enjoy my alcohol

(if you don't like it don't talk to me)

I love piercings, I have 2, have had 8, am getting 15

I'm a pyromanic

I hate improper grammar

with a passion

my favorite colors are black, blue, and green.

I smoke cigarette's

I'm passionate about music.

if you hate on my musical taste I'll tear you down. show respect.

I don't judge you so don't judge me.

I'm complex so don't try and understand me, you will fail.

PLURR

I work hard and party harder, I

my liquor

I hate labels so don't even try

I love converse

military brat

black sheep

eloquent and charming

grunge and scum at the same time

I hate liars

I hate twilight almost as much "vampires don't fucking sparkle!!"

I'm german and damn proud of it

I'm blunt to an extreme, I don't care if the truth hurts.

either I love you or hate you, there is no inbetween

my family means the world to me

blood doesn't make family

I don't care if it intimidates people, I'm intelligent.

I love meeting new people

I love reading peoples writing and looking at their art

try it once just for the story

this list is way too long lol

I love getting notes from randoms

I do use the random deviant button

I don't read all my deviantwatch messages, that would take ages

your all my friends (>^^)>

I'm wiccan and proud

MY FAVORITE BANDS (top 15 cuz that list would go on for days lol)

Avenged sevenfold

R.I.P foREVer Jimmy Sullivan

The ramones

Rammstein

Breaking Benjamin

Sex pistols

The used

BFMV

A day to remember

Slayer

Sixx A.M.

Slipknot

Dropkick murphy's

Flogging molly

Papa roach

We the kings

Current Residence: Graham, Washington
deviantWEAR sizing preference: small
Favourite genre of music: punk rock
Favourite style of art: poetry
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Personal Quote: try anything once just for the story, cuz yours is worth telling... and make it interesting.

Favourite Visual Artist

van gogh

Favourite Movies

the outsiders, across the universe, queen of the damned

Favourite TV Shows

family guy, american dad, king of the hill

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

avenged sevenfold foREVer, sex pistols, ramones, Sixx A.M.

Favourite Books

Anything by Anne Rice or JK Rowling, Cirque du freak, the outsiders

Favourite Writers

Ash Dennison, edgar allen poe, shakespeare

Favourite Games

Legend of zelda (yeah I'm a zelda nerd, get over it) Fable, GTA, Call of duty

Favourite Gaming Platform

Gamecube and XBOX 360

Tools of the Trade

pen

Other Interests

music, poetry

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liltecca

Jun 29, 2014

Too many regrets

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God I just wish life could be more like a country song right now..

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liltecca

Aug 28, 2012

Daddy Poet

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For those that do not know, I found out about 3 months ago that I am going to be a father for the first time ever. I'm more excited than I've ever been and my deviations to come shall reflect that. thanks for listening :D

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liltecca

Jul 10, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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So I'm aware of the fact that I've been neglecting my DA and all of you lovely people for so long and trust me I am quite ashamed of myself. Although to make it up to all of you, I have some new poems to post up from my absence. I hope you all enjoy them and all comment (even if you don't like them DX)